How can I take you home?

How can I take you home? How I wish you were smaller than I think so I can put you inside my pocket and take you home…How I wish I could be with you 24/7 like a bodyguard. How I wish everyday of my life you are there always beside me so I can protect you from all the things you fear. I can’t take it any more I will find a way to be with you always and take you home! I love you! I want to be with you everyday of my life every minute, every second. How is that possible to happen when there is still a need for me to go home too bad I have always been that Cinderella Man who can not go later than midnight. How I wish I could stay longer with you not just for a night or for years but for eternity. I’m sick and tired of this the pain you always felt. It has eaten my flesh already. It is more painful than you think when everything I wish to do would always be a failure, and would not happen because it is still not yet possible. Why can’t they understand? How can I make them feel the pain you feel? Are they just too self-righteous or are they just too selfish? We will have to wait… but time is too slow I can not wait any longer. I just want to take it all away those fears, your worries, those tears you shed every time I say goodnight. How I wish I have the power enough to crush and burn all the things you hate and fear! So that you have nothing to worry about! Too much of that fiction! Reality is what we have here! Let us face the truth they are there and we are here! We will face them together!

I love you and that is all I want to say… I need you that’s all I want you to know… you’re pretty face is always inside my mind and my heart. I love you! Still we will have to wait… Fuck time! I hate this!

This is the question that I would always ask every time I say goodbye to you! I have always wished things would happen my way! If that would be possible then things would be better!

Seeing you out of that corridor waving that lonely goodbye and wearing that faint smile always made my heart sank! I love you beb help me find a way to make it possible. I can not take this anymore! The thought of you alone makes my heart bleed shattering my emotions. I don not want you alone there anymore! I know you hate it. That is why I have always been here for you! I have come for you, here to take you home!
Let’s go!

Moved from my Friendster blog, written on October 2005