There was a time in college where we were all filled with a lot of problems, including unfinished projects, daily quizzes, weekly tests/exams. All of these were really stressful for students like me who is pressured to work hard. Even at these times I still manage to have a relationship with a cute girl who is a year younger than me and looks like a student from an elementary school, cute ain't she?
I went home tired from working hard on finishing projects at school and studying for exams at the same time. As always I sleep in the afternoon to recover from the draining work. When I'm trying to fall to sleep, I always feel strange, The air seems to be so cold and I felt I wasn’t alone. I try to ask myself, am I hallucinating? am I crazy? or I'm just too overworked.
I sleep sideways as always, I am so damn tired and I can barely move so I took a peak at my side only to find out that there was really something/someone beside me. First I saw two small feet, a white cloth then a dark hair and I can hear her breathing. I'm too tired to move, I couldn’t even scream, finally I stood up, she disappeared and still I feel drowsy so I got back to sleep. I realized maybe i just missed someone that is why it came to a dream.
As a normal boy in a relationship, my girlfriend and I were dating as usual; eating, spending time together. Maybe this was already to much for me to miss her. So I believe I wont fall for a girl in a dream again. Another strange and tiring day came, I fall fast asleep, good thing my brother was in the room to watch over me. While he was playing games on my computer I was sleeping. Suddenly I had a hard time breathing, I was gasping for air and I felt like I was choking. As I try to reach out to my neck, I felt a hand was grabbing me. I was trying to pull them away and looked up to see my assailant only to see my brother's face in wide eyes and grinny teeth choking me. I tried to scream for help but no words came out, I saw my brother was still playing the computer but he can't hear me. This confused me for a while and asked myself who is th real assailant and who is my real brother. The pressure on my neck slowly died down and for the last time I looked at my assailant's face slowly fading away, it was the little girl draped in white and crying in tears. I asked myself, what have I done to her, why would she even use the image of my brother. Is she jealous of me because I have a girlfriend? Maybe she can’t accept the fact that it is impossible for me to be with her, that's why killing me was the only solution.
As my mother usually says, most people were not born alone in this world. People may have a twin in the parallel world(spiritual) and he/she always watches over you. I believe so, most of the time they can be your guardian, sometimes they can be your death.
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