How I wish I Could Cry

Have you ever felt a something in you heart so painful that you wish you were heartless so you will never feel the pain?

Have you you ever felt crying but not a single tear would come out and you wish your heart will drown from the inner tears you feel?

Have you ever felt being useless and you wish you didn't even exist?

Have you ever felt being taken for granted?

Like a comedian telling jokes but you only get a smirk?

Like a clown in the park making fun of himself yet nobody enjoys it?

Like a lover showing affection and yet you only get hurt back?

Sorry I could only type the tears but I couldn't show it.

How I wish I was numb,

How I wish I was dumb,

How I wish I could cry,

How I wish I'll just . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .