I am proud of what i have become and have created myself to fulfill the dreams of my grandfathers. I may have broken a few hearts to seek life and independence. To break the chain of comforts that imprisoned me is to make a change in life and be different. I am no longer your child but a man who can stand on his own two feet, arms that could carry heavier burdens and eyes that could see how hard life is.
I have no right to vengeance, this ain't a violent revenge. I just want you to realize that words can hurt sometimes even if you don't mean it, Jokes that are half meant are but an insult. I cry in pain but shed no tears and smirk to silence the sigh that felt like a rock in my heart. I am proud of you for teaching me well; to be wise, to be honest and true, decent, loving, responsible, respectful and most of all be hardworking and independent. Your teachings have paid off i'm sorry if I made a turn all of a sudden. Like I said your jokes are but an insult, it was your words that pushed me out of the line and misdirected me, the words "Go away and have a life". I'm sorry if you think I made a wrong turn or the wrong choice to tell you honestly everything happens for a reason, God may have made me to make the wrong choice so I could correct his mistakes and help those who he have left behind. God use people to become his instruments and I am one of them.
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